As a young child, I took part in a Christmas musical about
the nativity from the angel’s perspective. One of the songs that we sang went, “How amazing; how
confusing! How can God the Son become a man?” At that time, I just took the statements of my parents and
Sabbath school leaders regarding the plan of salvation in blind childhood
faith. I never really tried to
wrap my head around what it all meant; so, it took me a while to really
understand just how amazing it is that Christ died for me.
Romans 5:7,8 reads, “For one will hardly die for a righteous
man; though perhaps for the good man someone would dare even to die. But God demonstrates His own love
toward us, in that while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us.” Everything that we as a human race do
comes after what is known in the economic world as a cost/benefit
analysis. We examine how much we
are going to sacrifice and we compare it to how much we are going to gain. And it is here in Romans that we see
God’s cost/benefit analysis, and it boggles our minds. God says that he is willing to
sacrifice everything for a chance to save someone who has made no indication
that he is going to accept the gift that he is being offered. Paul compares this analysis to those
that we perform. He reminds us
that we as humans are reluctant to even lay down our life for our heroes, and
yet God was willing to die for the yet unrepentant scum. And, all of this, not because He was
going to gain anything, but because He loves
us.
In examining this seemingly twisted line of heavenly logic,
God has been called by many “crazy,” or “underhanded;” crazy because He seems
to have sacrificed everything for nothing, and underhanded because no one would
really give up all that for nothing; he must have some other motive,
right? But God is neither crazy
nor underhanded. I have
experienced first hand the results of this “illogical” plan and the immense
freedom that it brings when we accept it.
While I regret the choices that I have made and the pain that I have
caused my Savior, I am more thankful than I could ever express to have been the
subject of God’s immense love, a love that even the angels have not
experienced, a love that makes everything alright.
So now, eleven years later, I am beginning to better
understand just how amazing, just how confusing the plan of salvation really is
to us in our limited understanding.
So as we ask ourselves the question: how amazing, how confusing; why
would God the Son become a man, we realize that perhaps the only answer we will
find for now is: love.
I can't wait to spend eternity studying and experience that kind of love. To spend eternity with Love itself, because God IS Love.
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